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I wanted to say hi to all of those who know me, and say that I hope all is well and that I apologize for being gone for so long! Life has been crazy. I'm sure you all can understand to some degree. I hope you're all doing well.

IWNF Chapter Two

I didn’t think that I’d ever hear from him again. It’s been a while since I left the note at Dr. Cullen’s office. I have had as normal of a life as I can since my dad died. Thanks to Jacob being working now, he was able to move to Chicago and start his life near me. I’m very thankful for that. Anyway, as I was saying, I heard from Edward a few days ago. It wasn’t what I expected. I expected maybe he’d show up at my office or somehow show up at my house, since vampires are supposed to be these completely awesome creatures, but he surprised me. This morning I found an envelope on my desk that had nothing on it. When I asked Jessica, my secretary, who it was from, she said that she had no clue. She didn’t even know that it was on my desk.
I opened it up and read the note that was in a fancy scrawl.

Dearest Bella,

I apologize for not replying sooner. I would have if I could. I am glad that I was able to help you. I would love to see you again, if that’s okay with you. My father gave me this note and I didn’t know what to say… I’m hoping that we will have more confrontations.

I shall not forget our time together,

I can’t stop reading this. I don’t understand how or why I mean so much to this creature. He shouldn’t be able to exist, and yet, I sit here hoping to see him again; hoping to run my fingers through his messy bronze hair once again.


“Huh, uh, yes Jessica?”

“Are you all right?”

“Yes. I just need to take an hour break and I’ll be fine.”

“Okay. Do you want me to forward your calls to your cell?”

“Yes, please, Jessica.”

I get up from my office chair and walk out, grabbing my purse and place the note inside it. I get to the lobby as Jacob runs in the building.

“Bella, oh my god, I’m so glad I found you,” he says, panting.

“What’s going on, Jacob?” I ask, worried.

“I don’t know… I went to your place looking for you, to talk to you, but I saw your door wide open. I thought something was wrong, but I went in and didn’t see you. Bella, your place is a mess. Someone threw everything to the side, like they were looking for something.”

“Jacob, come with me. I need to go home. I need to see this for myself.”

We went to my apartment and like he said, my home was torn apart. Everything is turned over and all of my papers were thrown to the floor. Now, I get to pick up this person’s mess, but who in the hell would have my key? I know that I locked it when I left! That’s when I get the shock that stopped me from moving.

“Hey Babe, did you really think that you’d get away from me that easily? After all we’ve been through,” my worst nightmare says.

“What are you doing here?!” I scream.

“I’m just looking for my… stuff.”

“If you are talking about those drugs, they are long gone. I threw them out. I have a restraining order against you, you fucker! Why won’t you leave me alone?”

“Don’t you see? I want you to myself, and I’ll do anything to be with you, Isabella.”

“James, please, leave me alone!” I scream, walking backwards into my bedroom.

He follows me into my room and he tries to back me into the wall at the top of my bed; bad mistake on his part. “What happened to us? I thought getting rid of Mommy and Daddy would make you run to me… why didn’t you come to me?”

“You… you did this to me? You took everything from me! My mom… and my dad! How? My mom was dead from child birth!!!”

“That’s what everyone thought, but they were wrong. I knew I’d love you even before you were born, so I had to rid you of Mommy Dearest.”

“I don’t even know anything about what she was like! You took her from me! Get out! Get out of my apartment, now!”

“Sorry, pet, that’s not going to happen.”

“Well, as I’ve said before, and I’ll say it again…” Bang. “Don’t call me ‘pet’.”

“What did you… do?” he asks gasping for air.

“Do you really think I’m some stupid little bitch? My dad was the Chief of Police, dumbass! I know how to keep a gun hidden in my pillow. When you were confessing to killing my parents, I slipped my hand into my pillow, and tada. Good riddance, James.”
I kick him away from me and grab my phone, panting.

“9-1-1, what’s your emergency?”

“My house was just vandalized and the man tried to rape me. I would like to see a police officer right away, please.”

“Yes, Ma’am, I’ll send someone right away. May I ask your name?” the operator asks.

“Swan, Bella Swan.”

“Thank you, Miss Swan; they will be there as soon as they can.”

I hang up the phone and walk into the hallway outside my bedroom and lean against the wall. “Are you okay, Jacob?”

“Uh-huh, how’d… how’d you do that?”

“Well, your sister not only listened to her dad, but also signed up for sharpshooting. Being an editor isn’t what it’s cracked up to be… and I’ve had a few problems with guys along the way to get where I am. Let’s just say that college wasn’t easy.”

“I can see that. How many restraining orders do you have?”

“Quite a few; I’ve pissed off some well known drug dealers in my day. I’ve helped put away a few of them…”

“I thought that…”

“Editing is just a side job, Jacob.”

“But how?”

“Do you really think that I’d just sit in an office reading books all day after what happened to Mom and Dad?”

“No, but I didn’t expect you to be in danger, Bella.”

I shrug and wait until the police show up. I open the door and let them in. “He’s in the bedroom.”

They walk into the bedroom and start looking around. “Hey Swan, what’s up?” Demetri Volturi asks me.

“Not much, Demi. I just about had my body torn to pieces just like my apartment. Otherwise, I’d say that I’m doing okay.”

“Well, shit. Do you want me to hire another cleaning service, partner?”

“Partner? What am I missing?”

“You still haven’t told your brother?”

“I told him that I take down drug dealers…”

“You’ve got to be kidding me.”

“Nope; how’s the ring? It’s not beat up is it?”

“Nah, it’s okay. Thank the gods… it’d be hell if it broke.”

“With the sun and all, you wouldn’t be very safe.”

“Don’t remind me. The last time it broke, I was sick for a month.”

“I know, Demi, I was without a partner for a month, remember?”

He nods and I smirk. Jacob’s still confused. I put my arm around Demi’s waist and give him a half hug. Life’s not necessarily normal…

“I’m going to go talk to Jacob for a while.”

“Okay, take it easy on him.”

“Psh, yeah, like that will be easy.”

“He does deserve to know.”

“That he does.”

I grab Jacob’s hand and take him out of my apartment, as I call over my shoulder, “Make sure the damn cleaning service doesn’t take anything this time, or they’ll be missing…”

“Will do, have fun.”

Talking to my brother about vampires is going to be difficult; since vampires aren’t technically supposed to exist. I take him to my car and we sit there in silence for a few minutes. He’s the first one to talk.

“Bells, what was that talk about Demetri’s ring? That was kind of odd.”

I nod and say, “In order for this to make sense, you need to know everything. Now, you need to listen and you can’t judge me or what I do. You’re all I have left, got it?”

He nods and motions for me to continue.

“Now, this is bizarre, but very true. Vampires aren’t just myths, Jacob. I work with vampires and frankly, they’re nice… most of them are. I don’t know if you noticed, but every one of the people who came into my apartment was a vampire.”

“Does everyone get vampire police at their door?”

“No, only special cases like this one. This case was not only an old boyfriend, but also a drug dealer who has a bad problem with listening to the boss man. Every criminal in the city is kept under surveillance by the Master of the city. James, though, decided to bail on his payment. Vampires don’t feed on random people, they take the criminals instead. I don’t know why, but some reason their blood is more appealing to the vamps.”

“Okay, so how did you get involved in this?”

“Well, do you remember the summer when I first came here?”

“Yeah, wasn’t that with Dad?”

“It sure was. He had business up here and I was so into helping him at the time that he let me come along. That was when I found out how serious Dad’s job was. He was protecting Forks from a total vampire takeover. The more bad guys he caught, the safer Forks was. That was when I first met the Master of the city, Emmett McCarty. He’s not what you’d expect for a Master of a city, but he’s good at what he does.”

“So, what are the rings for?”

“If they have a family crest on a ring or piece of jewelry, then they have free reign in the sun. They can go anywhere, day or night. If they don’t have their rings, or if their rings break, they shouldn’t go out into the sun because like what you heard inside, they get sick for a while.”

“What happens when they get sick?”

“Let’s just say, it’s not something you want to see.”

“But you have?”

“Yes. I’ve seen it. It isn’t pretty.”

“How is it even possible? They don’t look any different.”

“Their eye colors are more vibrant, brighter; some of them have bizarre abilities as well, but don’t try to call me crazy! I’ve seen some pretty messed up shit in the last few years.”

He nods and looks at me funny. “Why don’t I just let you get some alone time. It’s obvious that you need time to yourself.”

“Thanks, Jacob. I’ll see you later.”

“See you…” he says as he gets out of the car and walks to his own.

I start the car and drive toward the nearest park. That is the best place for me to think. It shows me what I’m fighting for. The kids, the parents, and families in this city need me. I pull up to the parking lot and get out of the car to lie back on the hood, which thank god, isn’t too warm. As I sit here, I feel an unnatural breeze.

“De…” I stop as I look to my right and nearly stop breathing. I thought it was Demi, but it’s someone completely different.

“Well, hello stranger. I thought I’d find you here,” he says, leaning on the hood, facing me.

“How did you find me?”

“Do you really think that Demetri could keep you to himself? He was my friend first, you know.” He smirks at me and I instantly feel my panties get wet.

“I didn’t know that. I’m glad to see you again, Edward…” I drag out his name and he shivers.

“Just glad? I thought you’d be ecstatic. I guess working with vampires has taken the edge off…” he says, turning away from me.

“Where are you going? I haven’t seen you in months. I’ve only gotten this note and then when I finally see you, you think that you can walk off on me? I don’t think so, mister.” I poke at his shoulder blade as I say the last part and before I know it, he’s got me pinned to the hood of my car.

“I don’t think that you want to try that, missy. I’ve been watching you read my note over and over and I can’t get you out of my head, no matter how hard I try. All I see is you and that day we had. So, don’t push me.”

“Why would I want to push you, Edward? Have you been watching me this whole time?”

He nods and licks from the base of my throat to my jaw line. “I’ve watched everything you’ve done. I’ve watched you in your apartment, in your office, in this park, everywhere…”


“Mhmm… you talk in your sleep, did you know that?”

“Y-yes..” I stutter as he grinds his hips against mine.

“I’ve watched you relieve yourself and scream my name. I’ve heard you moan my name in your sleep. You drive me crazy, Miss Swan.”

I moan and run my hands through his unruly hair. “God, Edward, I’ve missed you…” I say, pulling him in for a kiss. He starts to lick my bottom lip and I open my mouth to him. I explore his mouth with my tongue, as he does the same to mine. As I explore, I find his fangs and moan. I lick them one by one and he lifts me off of the hood of the car. The next thing I know, we’re in a dark room. I remove my mouth from his as I look around in shock.

“How did we get here?”

“I… uh… teleported us here…” he says shyly, a vampire being shy; who would have guessed…

“So, you can teleport?”

He nods and smirks at me. “Is the bounty hunter, scared?”

I shake my head and he starts to back me into the wall. “No, I’m not afraid of you…”

He looks at me with his bright green eyes that are quickly turning black, and I can’t help but moan, seeing the look in them.



“I need you…”

“Take me, Edward, take me.”

He lifts me up quickly and zooms across the room to a bed with silk sheets. I run my fingers along his neck and then reach for the bottom of his t-shirt and tear it from his body, throwing it across the room. He laughs at me as I reach for his belt buckle.

“What?” I say, frowning.

“You’re feisty when I leave you alone…”

“Well then, don’t leave me alone for very long,” I huff out.

“I think I can handle that.” He smirks and starts to remove my tight-fitting tank top. As he lifts it up, his hands trail against my sides and I arch my hips against him, which earns me a growl. I laugh while looking into his black eyes as he takes in the view of my chest. “God, I’ve missed being this close to you.”

“Edward’s been a bad man, looking in on innocent women…” I say, smirking.

“There is nothing innocent about you, baby. I’ve looked and not even your past is innocent…” he licks my stomach and leaves a wet trail behind as he takes my right nipple into his mouth. I buck my hips into his and he moans against my breast and I whimper. Once he’s taken care of my right, he moves to my left and takes that one into his mouth.

“Edward… please, I need you,” I beg.

“Mmm… Miss Swan is begging now? How comforting.” He unbuttons my jeans and peels them from my body. I watch as he moves away from the bed and strips off his own jeans. “Are you ready, darling?”

“Yes,” I say, licking my lips, which in turn, makes him crash his lips to mine once again. His hands start to wander as I put my hands through his hair again. He slowly pulls my panties down my legs and as they are finally off he lifts me onto his lap impaling me with his amazing length and girth. I can’t hold in my gasp as he starts to move under me at a steady pace.

I wrap my arms firmly around his neck as he continues to thrust up into me. I decide to make it even better by meeting his thrusts and as I do, he grips my hips tighter bringing me down onto him harder and faster. The only sound in the room is the slapping of our bodies connecting and my fast, sporadic breaths.

“I want to try something…” he says, quietly.


“I want you to turn around and grab the headboard, baby,” he says still pounding into me.

I do as he requested and I spread my legs so that they encase his. He enters me again, but this time we both hiss at how much deeper he is able to get in this position. “Edward, this is… amazing. Harder, please, fuck me harder!” I scream.

He picks up his speed and I push back to meet his thrusts and I can feel his hips press against me as he gets fully sheathed after every thrust. “God, Bella, I’m… I’m not going to make it much longer…” he pants.

“Cum for me, Edward… please,” I whimper as I lean back against him.

He continues to thrust inside me a few more times before he releases, which triggers my own release. He lies back on the bed and pulls out of me, making us both groan at the loss of our connection. “You never cease to amaze me, Bella.”

I start to laugh and roll over so that I’m lying against his chest. He rests his chin on the top of my head and I fall asleep, content once more, in his arms. When I wake, I’m still in his arms, but I’m covered by the sheets and there is someone else in the room with us. I stretch my arms and yawn, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. “What’s going on?” I ask, confused as to who is in the room.

“I can finally see why my partner has been having issues at work. Bella, Bella, Bella, you are truly looking for danger with this one,” the familiar voice says.

“Demi? What… what are you doing here?” I ask, stunned.

“Well, I needed your help with something, but I couldn’t find you. That was until I saw his note in your purse.” He points at Edward as he says “his”.

I start to laugh and say, “Is Demi jealous?”

“Don’t even get me started…”

“Okay, I have to know… are you jealous of him… or of me?” I ask, smirking at my partner in crime.

“Very funny, Bella.”

“I’m being serious. Edward talks about you seriously, and you’ve never talked about him. Not only that, but you’re always giving me a look when I beat or kill the baddies.”

“Fine, I’m jealous of both of you…”

I didn’t expect him to answer seriously, or to start blushing! Blushing vampires are rare, but Demi is one of the few and it’s starting to freak me out.

“What do you mean, Demetri?” Edward asks, just as seriously.

“I’ve watched both of you through the years and I have been trying to keep my feelings in check, but I can’t. The further I am from either one of you the more pain it causes me. It’s very trying on the emotions, and it’s a very dangerous thing. Not only am I mated to a human woman, but I’m also mated to a male vampire, what am I to do?”

I lean up on my knees and pull him gently towards me. He follows my grasp and sits in front of me on the bed, as I reach up and trail my fingers along his face towards his lips before kissing him. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close to him. I trace his bottom lip with my tongue until he grants me entrance. We fight for dominance until Edward gets off the bed and walks up behind Demi and kisses his neck, causing all three of us to moan. I pull back and look Demi and then Edward in the eyes and then back to Edward.

“I don’t know about Edward, but I’m willing to share him,” I say looking in Demi’s bright orange eyes.

“I’m willing to share with you and only you, Demetri,” he says as he pulls him in for a kiss.
A/N: I’m horrible. I know. I just threw him in there. I wanted it to be different. I thought that since she’s lost everything, that she should be kickass and be able to be with two different guys, but they couldn’t be human because humans will just die on her. If you think that this was great, then let me know. If you think it needs work, let me know. Basically, I’d like to know what you think of the whole thing.

I Will Not Forget Chapter 1

I Will Not Forget
I’m sitting in my office when I get a call. “Hello?” I ask.
“Oh thank God! Bella! You need to come home!” my dad’s neighbor cries.
“Beth, what is going on?” I ask.
“Your dad just died in a car wreck!” I drop the phone and stare at it. Daddy? Not you too…
“Bella? Bella? Sweetheart, are you still there?”
“Yeah, sorry,” I say picking up the receiver.
“When can you get here?” she asks.
“I’m leaving right now.” I hang up the phone before she has the chance to say any more. I grab my keys and my purse and lock my office letting my secretary, Jessica, know that I’ll be out of town for a week.
The last few days have been hell on my nerves. I’ve put together my dad’s funeral within the last three days and within hours we’ll be burying him. I wish my mom could be here, but the gods must want me to be alone with no one to care about me. My mom died during childbirth and she only got to see me once. Now some dumb drunken bastard hit my dad’s police cruiser on his way home; he died instantly. They found the S.O.B. and now he’s got life in prison…bastard!
Sue Clearwater and her kids helped set up everything, but I didn’t pay much attention to them. I still can’t believe what is happening to me.
I stay in my childhood room with the door locked until someone knocks. I get up off of my bed and ask who it is. “Bella, it’s me…” He doesn’t finish due to the fact that I’ve already opened the door.
“Jacob? Why-why are you here?” I ask starting to cry again.
“How could I stay away? He was like a father to me, and I knew you’d need me.” He pulls me close and I start crying on his shoulder. He rubs my back and carries me to the bed so that we can be comfortable.
Jacob and I would always play and hang out together. He was like the brother I never had. The fact that he didn’t have any parents was a big part of it. His mom and dad had both died in a car accident, but somehow he had survived. Dad had taken him in when he heard what happened to Billy and Sarah. We grew up together and when he graduated from high school, I was still in my sophomore year. He left us and went off to college. He got lost in his schooling to the point that he’d hardly call. I just can’t believe he came home.
We lie there for a while until he asks me what I’ve been up to. I tell him about college and about my new publishing company and how much I love my job as a book editor. He listens completely and asks questions here and there. The time passes so quickly that the next thing I know, it’s time to go. “Oh God…I don’t want to do this…” I say into his chest.
“Sweetheart, we have to. If we don’t go, then we’d just have to do it later. If we do it now, we won’t have to do it later.” He moves the hair out of my face. I nod and sit up.
“Let’s go. He deserves better than this.” I get off of the bed and grab my keys off of my nightstand. We hold hands walking down the stairs and out the door. I see his motorcycle in the driveway and I look at him with eyebrows raised.
He shrugs and says, “I had to get here fast. It was the best way.”
I nod and we get into my Roll Royce Ghost. We are silent the whole drive to the church. I get out of the car, and Jacob walks around the car and grabs my hand. We walk in together and go to our seats in the front. Everyone is watching us and I can’t help but cry. Every person that has ever worked with Dad and all of his friends are here.  We sit through the sermon for my dad and then the Quileute boys: Jared, Paul, Sam, Quil, Embry, and Jacob walk up and carry him to the grave site. I follow them out and the whole way to the grave site, all of Dad’s co-workers and other police officers and firemen from neighboring cities are lined up saluting him as he’s carried to his burial grounds. I continue to follow my father and watch the Quileute boys place the casket down on the lowering device. Jacob came to stand beside me when he was finished helping. He had tears rolling down his face and so did I. When everyone was gathered around the burial site, many people were crying and I started saying my goodbyes. I put silver roses on his casket and then after Jacob is done, I lean into him and let the tears just fall not caring whether or not I get Jacob’s jacket wet.
I watch as others say goodbye to him. They slowly start to walk away and once everyone is gone, we have the gravedigger lower my father. Jacob and I stand here watching Charlie lowering into the ground. Once he’s covered, I don’t stick around. I just want to go back to my room and stay away from everyone. Jacob grabs my keys and helps me into the passenger seat. He climbs in the driver side and I lean my head on the window. I look out the window the whole drive home and wish that I’d been here more. I must have zoned out completely because all of a sudden the car is at a standstill and Jacob is standing outside my door.
“Come on, sweetheart, we need to get you inside,” he says opening the door. I nod and he helps me into  the house. I go into my room and lie on my bed.
I’m in a chair at the SeaTac Airport after twenty minutes of arriving here. I’m waiting for my flight home; Jessica called me this morning telling me that I was needed at the office, so I planned an earlier flight.  I can’t seem to stop crying; all I keep thinking about is the loss of my Dad. I don’t notice the person sitting next to me until he hands me a handkerchief. I look up at him and I see a beautiful topaz color looking back at me. His eyes look so sad, that’s when I notice that he’s concerned about me.
“Are you alright, Miss?” he asks. All I can do is shake my head, taking the handkerchief from him wiping my eyes and then my nose.
“Are you coming or going?” he asks, trying to change the subject.
“I’m going home.” I look at him again, but as I look at him, I can’t help but take in his beautiful copper hair.
“Were you here for business, or pleasure?” he asks curious.
“Neither, I came here for a funeral.” I couldn’t look at him any longer.
“Oh, I’m sorry, would you like to talk about it?”
“I just lost my father...” I choke out starting to cry again.
“That must be hard on you,” he says sympathetic.
“I don’t have anyone else. I was an only child, and my mom died during childbirth...” I can’t stop crying.
“I’m so sorry, Miss. Where are you going? I mean, where’s home?”
“No kidding, that’s my home too.”
I start laughing and he raises his eyebrows at me. I shake my head and I ask why he was in the Seattle area. He tells me about how his brothers got themselves into trouble and needed his professional help. He tells me that he has two brothers, Emmett and Alec. We talk more about him and then I start laughing again.
“What’s so funny?” he asks laughing.
“I don’t even know your name.” He looks at me and he drags his hands down his face.
“We’ve talked about our families, and yet I haven’t even told you my name...” he says shaking his head.
“I’m Bella,” I say holding my hand out to him.
“Edward, Edward Cullen,” he replies.
“No way! As in the son of Carlisle Cullen?” I ask flabbergasted.
“The one and the same,” he laughs.
“I think I need a drink, would you like to join me?” I ask him smiling.
“Of course, lead the way.”
I get up and he grabs my bags as I walk toward the nearest alcoholic bar. I order my usual and he just passes. “I didn’t think you were a whiskey kind of girl.”
“There’s a lot about me you don’t know, Mr. Cullen.” I take a sip of my Jack and Coke and smile at him. I look in his eyes and I freeze for just a second; his eyes are almost black. They call our flight and we get up and walk to our gate.
“Well, I guess, I’ll see you sometime in Chicago,” he says to me as I walk toward the plane taking my bags from him. I don’t fly coach anymore thanks to my job. I go to my seat in first class and go to sit down when I see him sitting next to my seat.
“How odd is that? We live in the same city, now we’re both in first class, and you’re sitting right next to me...” I say.
“Yeah, that is odd,” he replies with a smirk. Oh my god, I love that smirk. “So, do you want some help, Bella?”
“No, I’ve got it. It’s only my laptop and purse.”
“Don’t forget that clunky suitcase.” He starts laughing at me again.
“I’ll rest my feet on it. I’m good.” I roll my eyes and move my stuff so that it’s in front of my window seat. I finally sit down and settle in. I put in my earphones and turn on my iPod. After the plane has lifted up into the air, I hear someone say something. I take out one of my earphones and I look up at Edward and ask, “I’m sorry, did you say something?”
“I was just saying that that is a smart way to keep your mind on other things.”
“Oh, you think I’m afraid of planes?” I ask with my eyebrows raised. He nods. “No, I was just trying to zone out, it has been a hard week after all.”
“Mhmm, sure.”
“What?” I ask him slightly flustered.
“You don’t like me. I get it.” He looks at me with a frown.
“You are one crazy man, you know that?” I say laughing. I think I hear him whisper something like, “You have no idea,” but I could have been over-thinking things.
I look out the window and listen to my favorite song, Just a Dream by Nelly. The next thing I know, I feel something cold, I mean freezing cold, touching my hand. I look down at it and then I notice that Edward’s holding my hand. I start to blush at the contact, as he smiles at me and kisses the back of my hand. I smile back at him, noticing again that his eyes have changed color. When I got to my seat, his eyes were bright green, but now they’re nearly black again. What is it with this guy’s eyes?
I can’t stop looking into those black eyes, I’m drawn to them. He leans in and kisses me, but I’m so shocked that I don’t move. Once my mind catches up, I start kissing him back. I can’t help how he makes me feel, I feel like I need to be with him when I see his black eyes burning into my chocolate brown ones. When we finally pull back to catch our breath, the pilot comes on the intercom and announces that we’re getting ready to land at Miles City Airport.
We both had planned connected flights, so I grab my stuff and we both walk off of the plane together. We walk to the departure boards and notice that we have three hours until our plane leaves. He takes me into his arms and whispers, “I want you, Bella.”

I shiver and wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. He grabs my hips and pulls me closer to him, so that I can feel his erection against me. “Get me out of here,” I murmur against his lips.
“With pleasure,” he says as he kisses me again. He lets me back up and grabs my hand pulling me toward the exit. We find a nearby hotel and walk into the lobby. Before we can get to the desk, he pulls me into his arms again and kisses me determined to make me want him more.
“Edward, baby, please, let’s get a room...” I mumble. He nods and pulls me into his side.
“One room please.”
“How long will you be staying?” the lady at the desk asks.
“One night.”
She hands him a key to our room and he pays for the room. I smile at him when he looks at me. We walk to the elevator and once the door is shut, I back him into the corner. I lean against him and kiss his lips until he lifts me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and he turns us around so that I’m against the wall. He nibbles and licks my neck and I can’t help but moan in his ear. “God, Bella, I need you...” he trails off kissing my neck and  moving back up to my lips.
The elevator finally stops on our floor and he carries me, dragging my bags along to our room. He sets me down so that he can open the door. When we finally get into the room, I kiss him and he picks me up and at an impossible speed, he has me on the bed.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t tell you...”
“What, that you’re freezing cold and impossibly fast and your eyes go from green to black? I kind of figured it out...when you kissed me.”
“It’s not a...” I interrupt him by leaning on my elbows and kissing him. He can’t seem to get enough of me. He quickly strips me of my clothes, then he hisses at me.
“What’s wrong?” I ask.
“You’re amazing...” he murmurs, licking his lips and then he starts to kiss, lick, and nibble from my chest down to the top of my thong. I moan and he pulls it off of me, leaving me completely naked in front of him. He keeps moving his body down mine until he reaches my center and his head is between my legs. I start to squirm as he starts to lick and suck on my clit. He continues to lick me moving closer to my core. When he finally enters my core, I arch my back and grab at his hair pulling him closer, urging him on. He starts to thrust his tongue into me faster and I can’t stay still. He grabs my hips and fucks me with his tongue until I’m on the edge. Once I’m on the edge, he inserts a finger into me and then starts to suck on my clit again.
“Oh my...god! Edward...please, don’t...stop!” I scream. He inserts another finger and thrusts a few more times and I can’t hold it any longer.
“Come for me, baby,” he moans against my center. It’s too much and I come into his mouth. He starts to lick me clean, and once he’s done, he looks at me and asks, "Do you want a taste, baby?”
I nod and he climbs up the bed until he reaches my lips and I eagerly lock my lips with his and he lets me enter his mouth. I can’t help the moan that escapes from my throat, I’ve never tasted anything like it. I can’t get enough, but he pulls back so that I can breathe. His eyes are still black and it turns me on more. “I need you...” he whispers in my ear.
“Yes...please!” I beg him, pulling at his jeans. He hasn’t taken his clothes off yet. Edward gets up and strips as I watch. I can’t stop staring as he stands there in just his boxers, with his hard on more than obvious. He notices me staring at smiles at me, as he crawls in between my legs again. I peel off his boxers and push them down with my feet. He lines himself up with my body, and he slowly enters me. I just can’t handle the slow movement of his cold member inside of me, so I wrap my legs around his waist and he hisses in my ear.
“I-I can’t...” he hesitates.
“You won’t hurt me. I promise...” I trail off.
“If I even get close to hurting you, you tell me,” he says as he yields with my body.
“Yes!” I scream.
He starts to pick up his speed and I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him close to me. He pulls me up so that I’m sitting on his lap with him inside of me, while he’s still on his knees. I start to rock my hips and he grips my hips harder, as he moves faster.
“You like that, baby?” he asks as he pistons inside of me.
“Yes, oh yes...Edward!!” I scream as he continues to thrust into me like a mad man.
“Oh god, Bella, I’m so...oh God...baby, I need you to get off of me...” he begs.
“No...” I continue to rock myself on his lap and he lifts my hips and then slams me back down onto his cock. “Edward!!” I scream as I explode around him.
He thrusts a few more times, until he comes inside me. “Bellllla!!” he screams as he loses his energy and collapses on top of me. “God, baby, that was amazing...” he says in my ear.
“Mhmm..” I hum as I run my hands through his hair. We lie here for another hour and then we make love sweeter and slower until we have half an hour until we have to leave. I must have fallen asleep for a few minutes, because I can’t see him and he’s not in bed with me. I start to hear water running and then he walks out of the bathroom and walks up to the bed. He pulls me out of bed and carries me into the bathroom. Edward sits in the tub and rests me in front of him. I can barely move, he’s loved me so thoroughly. I cuddle into his chest and yawn, glad for the hot water around me and his arms around me.
He starts to get my hair wet and then he washes it for me. “Can I return the favor?” I ask him.
“If you think you can manage,” he says, smirking at me.
“I can manage,” I say, playfully slapping his chest, I grab the sponge and get it soaked. I get his hair wet and then empty some of the shampoo onto my hand. I lather my hands together and then he lifts me onto his lap so that I can run my hands through his hair. I get his hair all soapy and then I rub it in. Then I grab the sponge again and rinse his hair. He lifts me up this time so that he can get out and grab a towel. He gets the bathrobe for me and wraps me up in it, carrying me back to the bed.
“Edward, can we do this again?” I ask him, hoping to God that he’ll say yes.
“I hope so, Bella, I hope so.”
We get dressed and then we go back to the airport after dropping off the key to the room. We get on the plane and fly home. Edward and I hold hands until the airplane lands. I give him my business card, but he has nothing to give me. We part ways and I go home to get some sleep before I need to go to work tomorrow.
It’s been a week since my encounter with Edward, and I haven’t heard anything from him. I decide to send Dr. Cullen a letter to give to his son.
Dear Stranger,
                              You saw me crying at the airport. Thank you for your understanding,
for caring, for giving me hope on the loneliest day of my life.
I seal it and write “Edward Cullen” on the outside of the envelope hoping that Dr. Cullen will give this to his son, the one who has given me hope. 

The Girl in the Forest

I’ve come across a new town. It’s small and tends to rain a lot. It’s my second day here in Forks and I’ve enrolled in school-Forks High School to be more precise. I’m currently driving my Sedan into the parking lot of the school; today is my first day.
I grab my shoulder bag and walk to the small office building. When I get there, an older woman looks up and smiles at me. “You must be Lillian Fae,” she says looking through a stack of papers.
“Yep, that’s me.” I smile back at her.
“It’s nice to have you here. Here is your schedule, dear. Have your teachers fill out this form and sign; once you’re done with your first day, just bring it back to me,” she tells me.
“Yes, ma’am,” I say as she hands me the papers.
Wow, she is so respectful, and pretty too.
Well, thank you.
Did I say that out loud?
Yeah... I start to laugh and walk out the door. I love messing with people, but I can only play with some of them. The lady was nice and I just couldn’t help using my telepathy on her.
I look down at my schedule and notice that I have Algebra 2 as my first period. I walk around until I bump right into someone. “Oomph… Watch where you’re…-” the person in front of me stops. I can feel them staring, so I look up at them noticing that I had walked into a really tall, muscular guy who seems to be rock hard and glowing. He is huge! I look up and see he has golden eyes and black curly hair hidden under a white baseball hat.
“Sorry, I didn’t see you,” he says, scratching his neck.
“That’s okay, I wasn’t paying attention either. I’m trying to get to Algebra 2, do you know where this room is?” I ask him, showing him my schedule.
“Yeah, actually, I’m headed that way myself. My name’s Emmett, what’s yours?”
“Lillian, but my friends call me Lily.” I shrug and he leads me to our destination.
“Cute name. I’m actually in this class, I am just running late this morning.” He laughs and when I read his mind, I totally understand why.
Rose is going to be so mad at me. I should’ve stayed with her, but I love Math.
Along with that, I get several images of him and this “Rose” making out behind the gym. I start laughing and he smiles at me as he opens the door. I walk over to the teacher who fills in their section of the sheet and signs it. She directs me to the only empty seat next to a pixie-like girl. She glares at Emmett and then smiles at me, introducing herself, “Hi, I’m Alice.”
I smile back and say, “Lily. What are we working on?”
She shows me the assignment and I copy down the problems and get to work. I wander through my classes rather slowly until I have lunch. When lunchtime rolls around, I’m walking to the cafeteria until someone swirls around me. “Hey Lily, how would you like to sit by me?”
I shrug and we get in line.
Alice is behind me and getting her own lunch. I pay for mine and wait for her to finish getting hers. She walks toward a table that five others are sitting at. I almost immediately notice Emmett sitting there and I start laughing because Rose is sitting next to him smirking at me.
“Something funny, Blondie?” she asks.
“No, not really, but I see you made it to lunch without being late,” I say, laughing at Emmett. I share Drama with Rose during third period.
“Just because I was late to Math, doesn’t mean I’d be late to lunch,” he says, laughing at me.
I told Rose that you spilled the part that you like Math this morning, I think to him.
What? Who the…? He freaks out looking from side to side searching for the source of the voice in his head.
Look at the new girl, I think back.
He looks at me and raises an eyebrow.
BOO! I think at him; he laughs and shakes his head.
“So, I know Alice, Emmett, and Rose, but who are you guys?” I ask the rest of them.
Alice speaks before anyone else can. “The guy with the messy bronze hair is Edward; the girl sitting next to him is Bella, his girlfriend; the hot blond on the end is Jasper, my boyfriend.”
As Alice introduces each one of them, they nod and wave and I say, “Hi.”
I notice that Bella and I are the only ones eating and once my lunch is gone, I look at Emmett and ask, “Are you going to eat any of that?”
He shakes his head and pushes it to me. After I eat his all gone, I ask Alice and Emmett cracks up. “You’re a girl after my own heart.”
Rose punches him and he starts to whine, rubbing his arm. “Ow, Rose, that hurt.”
We all start laughing as Rose says, “Well then stop flirting with the new girl.”
In a second, I hear someone growl. I look up and see Edward glaring at me. I raise my eyebrows. “What?” I ask, looking at him. He instantly looks away.
That was weird.
“Hey, Lily, Bella and I are going shopping after school, and I was wondering if you’d come with us?” Alice asks.
“Yeah, sure, are you going directly after?”
She nods and I smile. I can tell something is wrong when I get a tingly feeling down my back. Shit! Someone senses me! What the hell?
That’s when Alice looks at me and her smile grows twice its size.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask.
“We’re going to be great friends, the three of us,” Alice replies.
Bella is sitting to my right and she leans in to me saying, “Alice is special. She can see the future, just don’t tell anyone.”
I snicker at the last part. “I won’t,” I say, flipping my long blond hair back over my shoulder.
We sit here talking until the bell rings. I tell them that I have English next and show them my schedule and Bella speaks up. “Oh, cool! Edward and I have that class next!”
We all get up to leave and I walk over to Rose and give her a hug. Alice walks up to me and says, “Thanks for coming with us after school! Tomorrow’s Bella’s birthday and I need her to be distracted so I can do some massive party shopping.”
I giggle and say, “I’m totally in.”
Her grin gets impossibly bigger as she prances off to class. Bella looks back at me and holds out her hand. I run to catch up and link hands with her. When we get to the classroom, I do my slip thing and, again, take the last open seat. We have to read the book the teacher gives us and when he says, “Dracula” I can’t help but smile. I raise my hand and the teacher calls on me. “I have a first edition of Dracula and I was wondering if I could use that?”
The teacher is shocked, but says that it’s perfectly okay with him. I smile again and take it out of my bag, and start to read as the teacher passes out a packet of worksheets based off of the book. When I get my packet, I flip through it and figure out that it will be an easy assignment, since I’ve read it about five different times, this being the sixth.
Throughout the period, we read through the book and work on our packets. It turns out to be my favorite period of the day; aside from the feeling of being watched. After English, I have Gym, which turns out to be another class that I have with Bella.
We walk to the locker room together and she talks about how clumsy she is. When we’re dressed, we walk out to the gym and stretch. Then I take Bella’s hand, grab a basketball, and back up about five feet. “Okay, I’m going to pass it to you, and then I want to see if you can make a hoop,” I say to Bella.
She nods and I pass her the ball. She catches it and tosses it toward the basket. I watch her stance and once she goes to step forward, she throws the ball and makes the shot! “Oh, the gods! I thought you said you’re clumsy?” I freak.
She got the perfect stance and made the shot! There was no clumsiness about it!
“I usually am. Why are you looking at me like that?” she asks.
“No reason,” I say as I get the ball and scoot back so there is seven feet between us. “Okay, now catch!” I shout, throwing the ball. I watch her again and she does it perfectly again.
“This is crazy! I’ve never gotten two in a row! I can barely do one!” She’s ecstatic, but I’m confused and angry.
What the hell? She’s been fine all day, when I’ve seen her. Oh no… I have to try this…
“Okay, try it on your own. I need to go get some water.” I walk off without another word and get the water out of my PE locker. I walk back into the gym and Bella looks confused. “Bella, what’s wrong?” I ask.
“I tried five times and missed all of them.”
“Okay, well, here, I’ll toss it to you.” I take the ball from her and stand five feet from her again. We spend the rest of gym playing back and forth and each time I toss it to her, she makes it. When I don’t, she misses it. I mentally kick myself. I’m supposed to keep hidden, not show off! The funny thing is that Bella thought she was just pathetic either way, so I’d kick her ass a few times. The last time I do, I say, “Stop moping! You’re awesome. Don’t start thinking that you’re pathetic, or you’ll be repeatedly beaten by me. Got it?”
She giggles and nods. We run into the locker room and then get changed. Then we go outside to wait for Alice.
“Lily, Bella, come on. Let’s go!” She’s dangling her keys and we walk over to a cute little yellow car. When we get to the mall, I tell Alice that Bella and I are going to go look at movies and she grins at me. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” I think to her.
“Ah ha! I knew you were special,” she thinks back.
I hug her and then take Bella to the movie rental place. We look around and find five different movies. I pick out my favorite Dracula movie called Dracula 2000 starring Gerard Butler, Eragon an awesome movie that is nowhere near as good as the book, and Law Abiding Citizen another Gerard Butler movie. Bella picks Transporter starring Jason Statham, and Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen. We rent these five awesome movies and head to the food court, with the movies in my shoulder bag.
Even after my three course lunch, I’m still hungry and order a strawberry banana smoothie and a large salty pretzel. Bella orders a bottle of water and a slice of cheese pizza. We sit down to eat and then I notice Alice walk up to us with absolutely nothing except her purse. I raise my eyebrows until she projects, They’re all in the trunk.
I nod and finish eating. Once Bella is finished, we drive to the school so that I can get my car. I can come over, right?
“Of course! You got the movies, didn’t you?” Alice answers.
“I’ll follow you guys,” I say getting into my 2010 Volvo S60 Sedan, start it up, and turn my radio on. Once I’m on the road, one of my favorite songs, Without You by David Guetta and Usher.
I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without.... You!
Oh oh oh
You you you
You you you
Without you..
Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're
Without you, without you
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleep this night
Without you, without you
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralyzed without you, without you
I can't look, I'm so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!
Oh oh oh
You you you
You you you
Without you..
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you, WITHOUT YOU
(A/N: David Guetta Without You lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/david-guetta-without-u-lyrics.html)
That song gets me every time. It’s got a good beat and awesome lyrics. Then they just have to put on my other favorite…
Na na na
Come on
Na na na
Come on
Na na na na na
Come on
Na na na
Come on
Come on
Come on
Na na na na
Come on
Na na na
Come on
Na na na na na
Come on
Na na na
Come on
Come on
Come on
Na na na na
Feels so good being bad
There’s no way I’m turning back
Now the pain is my pleasure
Cause nothing could measure
Love is great, love is fine
Out the box, out of line
The affliction of the feeling
Leaves me wanting more
[Chorus x2:]
Cause I may be bad
But I’m perfectly good at it
Sex in the air
I don’t care
I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But chains and whips
Excite me
Na na na na
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Love is great, love is fine
Out the box, out of line
The affliction of the feeling
Leaves me wanting more
Cause I may be bad
But I’m perfectly good at it
Sex in the air
I don’t care
I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But chains and whips
Excite me
Na na na na
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
I love the feeling
You bring to me
Oh, you turn me on
It’s exactly what
I’ve been yearning for
Give it to me strong
And meet me in my boudoir
With my body suit on, on, on
I like it
Like it
Cause I may be bad
But I’m perfectly good at it
Sex in the air
I don’t care
I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But chains and whips
Excite me
Na na na na
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
Come on
Come on
Come on
I like it
Like it
(A/N: Rihanna S&M lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/rihanna-get-up-lyrics.html)
After listening to a few more songs, we’re finally at their house. When I pull in the hidden drive, I can’t believe the view. Their house is a glass mansion! It’s beautiful! I get out of the car after parking it in the garage. We go into the house and then Alice takes me to the side and hugs me.
Okay, I desperately need your help… we’re having a slumber party and I need Bella’s gifts hidden. If you ask, you won’t have to repeat it like I would. Please? Please? Please? When she finished thinking to me, her forehead was resting on mine.
I nod and she picks me up and spins me around. I start laughing before she sets me down to go distract Bella.
Boys, Rose, I need help! We’ve got a trunk full of gifts for tomorrow that need to be hidden from Bella.
Within seconds, Jasper, Emmett, Edward, and Rose are in the room with me. Emmett starts laughing. Dude, her talent is so much cooler than yours.
Edward punches him in the shoulder and I can’t help but laugh. I look at Jasper who has been the only one other than Edward that hasn’t spoken to me. He’s smiling at me and I can’t stop the blush. Jasper, don’t look at me like that!
“Like what? Like a beauty?” he thinks to me.
“He may not be able to hear me, but I can hear him, that’s disturbing,” Edward thinks.
“So sorry Brother, but thanks to this little lady, I can hear you.”
Edward growls, and Jasper and I just laugh.
“Jealous much?” I think.
“Whatever, I’ll put the presents away,” Edward thinks back.
“You’re different. I just can’t put my finger on it,” Jasper thinks pointedly at me.
“If you ever do, let me know,” I think with a smile.
“Will do. Where are we putting these?” Jasper asks.
“All over the place, anywhere they’ll fit; easy for us to find, but hard for Bella to find,” I mentally explain.
“Easy enough,” Jasper responds.
We put the presents away, well, they do. Everyone but Edward is smiling at me as we walk up to where everyone else is. I notice the sound of dishes clashing. I freak out and run to the kitchen. “Oh, hello, dear; you must be Lily,” a pretty mom-like woman says. I nod.
“I thought you were Bella. She’s kind of clumsy without me around.” I whisper the last part, knowing she heard me.
She smiles and says, “I’m Esme. You should be able…” She is cut off by a handsome guy walking up behind her and grabbing her waist. “As I was saying, you should be able to meet Carlisle soon, but as you can see, he’s here.”
I smile and look at the new person in the room.
“I’ve heard someone has made Edward jealous, is this true?” he asks.
I giggle and say, “Yeah, apparently, I’m cooler than he is.”
How so? They both think at once.
I can read minds and talk in your heads. I hear them both gasp, knowing full well they don’t need to breathe. Fast like lightning and don’t eat, and different, never heard of eye colors; they’re definitely vampires.
But she’s human. Carlisle looks at me, trying to figure me out.
I was born with it, doc.
How’d you…
I heard you thinking about Bella’s accident with the truck.
I laugh, walking to sit at the bar.
“I see why he’s jealous,” Carlisle says as he and Esme start to laugh.
“Come on, everyone! Movie time!” Alice yells.
I walk into the room she was yelling from and I can’t believe what I’m looking at. There’s a plasma TV with one of every game console known to man and a DVD player inside the TV. There are shelves and shelves of movies. “Well, hell, you probably own the ones we got!” I say, shocked.
“Nope, we haven’t bought these yet. I don’t think all of have seen all of these,” Alice says, smiling.
“Cool! What are we watching first?” I ask.
“How about… Law Abiding Citizen? That sounds cool,” Bella says.
I get a huge grin on my face. “Definitely, Alice, let’s watch that!” I say almost bouncing on the balls of my feet. Everyone laughs at me. She puts in the movie and sits on Jasper’s lap.
“Hmph…” I huff. “Where am I going to sit?” Looking around, I see everyone is paired off. I scan the room until I see Jasper patting the couch next to him. I nod and sit down next to him. He has one arm around Alice and the other around me.
You do know I’m not into you, right? – Me.
Yep, but that won’t stop me from being nice. - Jasper
What about flirting? You’ve been doing that all night. – Me
You make me curious, that’s all. – Jasper
Keep it that way; I’m not going to hurt Alice. – Me
Will do. – Jasper
I focus on the movie and don’t get anymore interruptions. I usually don’t hear people’s thoughts unless they’re thinking to me or I want to hear their thoughts. I get to finish the movie for the first time and I notice Bella’s asleep.
“She’ll have to watch it again,” I say, smiling.
“Does anyone want to watch any of the others?”
“Is there another with the main actor? He was hot!” Rose says, and I can’t help but laugh again. Emmett gets a puppy pout and she kisses him.
“Yeah Rose, but it’s a Dracula movie,” I say.
“Is it the original?” Rose asks.
“No, it’s a different theory,” I reply.
“It’s like that stupid show Buffy, isn’t it?” she asks.
“Only the ways the vampires die. The special effects are a lot better though. Their faces don’t deform as bad,” I explain.
“Well, I’ll watch it,” she says.
“What about everyone else?” Alice asks.
Everyone else shrugs and we watch Dracula 2000. There’s a lot of laughing and comments because of how incorrect the movie is. I end up falling asleep through it and when I wake up, I’m in a bedroom. I rub my eyes and notice that I’m on a four poster bed.
This is awesome! At least I didn’t sleep in my car…
I sit up and pull the blanket off of my lap, so I can leave the bedroom. Lily, sweetheart, I’m making breakfast.
I start to cry and project, “Thanks, Esme.”
I lost my mom years ago and it’s hard seeing Esme like a mom and taking care of me and Bella.
“Lily, we want to surprise Bella when she wakes up,” Alice mentally shrieks.
Okay! I open the bathroom and do my morning ritual and snag a shower. When I’m finished, I go to the kitchen and sit at the bar. Bella’s sitting next to me drinking coffee. I get up and grab some water and begin to eat breakfast at the counter by the sink that has a window next to it.
“You don’t drink coffee?” Bella asks.
“No, it makes it hard for me to concentrate,” I say, looking at Esme, who nods.
Are you okay? –Esme
I shake my head and finish eating. I drink my water and get some more, looking out the wall of a window. In a matter of seconds, there were arms around my waist.
Who is that? – Me
It’s me. – I guess it’s Jasper…?
Jasper, what are you doing? – Me
Turn around and look at me. – Jasper
What do you want? – Me
Why are you so sad? – Jasper
I miss my family. – Me
We aren’t helping, are we? – Jasper
No, but it is better than being alone. – Me
We’re getting the presents out. Do you want to help? – Jasper
I nod and we walk toward the living room where we watched movies last night and my eyes bug out. It looks like there is maybe twice as many presents as last night. What the heck?
Jasper laughs at me and takes me to the couch and then goes to give Alice a hug. Bella walks into the living room and groans. I laugh as she says, “I thought I told you guys no party?!” She drops down onto the couch leaning against me. Once she has a box in her hand, I hug her and walk over to Jasper.
What’s up? – Jasper
Just going to distract you in case clumsy cuts herself. – Me
Good idea. You never know what Edward would do if I flipped. – Jasper
My point exactly. So, what does Alice think of me? – Me
Why don’t you look? – Jasper
It doesn’t work like that, silly. – Me
How does it work? – Jasper
If I want to hear them, I do, or if they think at me, I can hear them. – Me
Hmm… cool. Well, I always feel happiness when you’re around. – Jasper
Yours, or everyone else’s?
Both, the only person that doesn’t seem to like you is Edward. – Jasper
Yeah, I know. He’s always on edge around me. - Me
Exactly, it’s weird. – Jasper
Damn it! She cut herself! How’d you know? – Rose
Rose, don’t talk about it! – Me
So, uh, that’s really getting to me… distract me, Lil! – Jasper
Think of Alice. Just think of Alice or something that calms you. – Me
Hold my hand… - Jasper
I don’t know why, but okay… - Me
I hold his hand and feel him physically relax. I don’t know why, but physically touching me calms others.
You are purely amazing. – Jasper
Thank you. – Me
Carlisle is patching Bella up, but it would probably be a good idea for her to go outside. – Jasper
I nod and he kisses my forehead. I smile at him and walk over to Bella, taking her outside.
“Why’d you leave me? I would have been fine if you would have stayed with me,” she says with a frown.
“I needed to be by Jasper in case something happened. He goes crazy around blood. It’s weird, but he calms me.”
She nods and we walk around the house outside. We continue to walk until Esme calls Bella into the house. I start walking into the woods; I’ve always felt better surrounded by trees. I keep walking until I find a small clearing.
I lie back and stare at the sky and almost fall asleep when I hear rustling in the trees. I keep my eyes on the place where the noise is coming from and then I see Edward walking into the clearing. He looks at me with rage filled eyes before he starts punching the life out of the trees.
When he’s finished, he turns toward me and instead of rage, I see sadness in his eyes as a single tear rolls down his face. I stand up and walk toward him and wipe the tear from his cheek.
The next thing he says, startles me.
“Why? Why do you intend on making me suffer?”
A/N: let me know what you think. What is Edward’s problem? Is something going on between Jasper and Lily? What is she? And where is her family? Well, if you really want to know, keep reading and review.

This is a Jacob/Nessie Twilight fic and I need someone's help. It can even be more than one someone..
It's rated MA and I have two versions of it. I need help with fleshing out my characters...that's my weak spot. >.< I've waited for weeks to post it again...I NEED HELP

Title: I Need You
Rating: MA
Warning: Language, Lemons, Violence
Pairings: OC/Nessie Jacob/Nessie

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